Ive been complaining to my parents and friends for awhile (+100 points to those who told me I need to bounce awhile ago) and after finally complaining and talking with my mashpia enough he told me to leave the yeshiva. (Actually when I told him I want to leave he said "I'm surprised it took you this long to say that")
So... the problem is there isn't anywhere for me to go (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!).
So it looks like I'll be headed back to hicktown after Purim and getting a job.
I had to promise that I will make a seder of learning and that I will get smicha next year.
There probably isn't going to be much snacks or food in my near future so maybe I will finally lose some weight.
Things I'm excited about:
My tatty
Getting a driver's license and a car (I'm 21 so I think its finally time)
Recreational things to do and friends to do them with
Hockey Games
Kosher restaurants
Things I'm not excited about:
Not being able to eat most of the food at my house
Feeling like a quitter
My shul
Not being able to see all my new friends
Ugh should I stay or should I go now???